Hey! the rails are gone now

Oh wow so last entry I made was Teen Wolf?? Ok so it started and wow the FEELINGS man, I can't take this. But the new season is amazing okay, even though ~pain and suffering all around~. But still, amazing. Some people say though that it's getting predictable or something but, um excuse me what????? I don't see that.
Also I could talk a lot more about how amazing the new season is but I'm not gonna do that right now.

And in related news: I PAINTED SHOeS!!!! THEY'RE PRETTY COOL. Very teen wolfy. Maybe post pictures maybe not, I don't know yet.

I'm just gonna leave this here because sleeping beauties.

But ok ok you know I got in a school, I'll be studying Horticulture(??) or something not sure, something flowery stuff anyway. Cool. I was so sure I wouldn't get in any school and suddenly surprise motherfucker!!!!1 and when I read that I had gotten in I literally started to like cry really hard wow. And like it starts next wednesday and I'm little bit terrified. It's so soon. And we can move to the dorms on tuesday and I have no idea what the dorms are like, except that they suck because well, you can't stay weekends there, you have to go home and alcohol is prohibited, not that I drink much, but the option is always nice alright. 
And like the most scary thing is like what if I don't make friends and and what if my roomies think I'm total weirdo, not that I would care much about that, they're gonna think I'm weirdo because of tv-shows, but I mean like how does school even work???? I don't remember. In my defense, last school where I was, was art school and I am pretty sure it's way different. But oh well, I don't know yet. 
Also how do you make friends??????????????????

Oh and you know that city library at Kempele is in the top floor of a mall. DO YOU SEE MY PROBLEM????

Happy in the night-time, howling at the moon

Stupid motherfucking teenage werewolves seriously.

Ok ok so you know how crazy I am over Teen Wolf? Because seriously, it quickly became one of my favorite tv-shows, even quicklier than Supernatural, for example, but that might be because I kinda was like a blanket burrito when I was watching the first two seasons for the first time, no I am not kidding I was scared, I don't like scary things at all, but I loved Supernatural from the first episode, I don't even know what was it, but NOT NOW, I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT SUPERNATURAL.

Anyway, at first I wasn't even supposed to watch it, like when it first popped up on my tumblr dash you know? because wow it really looked stupid and the special effects ahhahhahahha they looked really ridiculous, I mean have you seen the completely wolfed out alpha werewolf in season 1? it's ridiculous. 

 I mean that thing doesn't look anything like a wolf it just looks like, oh hell, I don't even know what it looks like, not a wolf that's for sure. But I forgive it because it was the first season and it's on MTV. 


And I did actually tell to my friend at one point that I am never going to watch it because it looks ridiculous, but whoops oh boy how wrong was I. I just couldn't stay away from it forever, because I got too curious about that why is it that everyone seemed to start to watching it, seriously it was like some contagious thing going from person to person. And it didn't help either that I had seen a lot gifs of Stiles and he seemed just too amazing, witty and sarcastic character, so I just had to watch the pilot, no yes I am serious I watched it only because of Stiles. I was actually in the belief that Stiles is the main character, which isn't true, by the way, because it's really Scott, which was very confusing, but that seems to be pretty common mistake so it's no big.

And just to be clear, I love the show so much it's ridiculous and I really don't care how much some people might say it sucks, I mean why would I feel bad for watching something that I love and what makes me happy?? There's just no reasons. I love all the characters, okay no, that's a lie, there's some that I dislike really violently, but I don't hate anyone. Except maybe creeper grandpa Gerard, because seriously he's crazy old man with a sword and and does crazy things just so he doesn't need to die because of cancer and he manipulates everyone in the progress, so I am allowed to hate him. Especially because he was about to swing that sword and hurt Isaac. Isaac is seriously better than everyone else added together, he's better than you, too. I mean c'mon HE BASICALLY CURES PUPPIES. 


Anyhow, lately there's been a lot of talk about third season, even more so since they revealed the premiere date, which is May 5th aND I CAN HARDLY WAIT. There's so much exciting new things to come! Like for example Daniel Sharman is going to be series regular (which makes me particularly excited because he's my favorite AND he plays Isaac and like I told earlier: HE'S BETTER THAN YOU. Also my hobbies include: crying over how pretty Daniel Sharman is.), Stiles is apparently going to do some detective stuff, Derek has new look (??) and new place, which is really cool, I mean this new place has actually roof and walls and it's not half burned and creepy and we're going to learn more about Derek's family, which means flashbacks and as well we will learn more about Stiles' mother. 
But in sadder news Colton Haynes and Gage Golightly are leaving, which makes me sad. BUT there's going to be lots of new characters because the Alpha pack is in town.


One more thing??? THE CAST IS RIDICULOUSLY GOOD LOOKING.

i get up in the morning to the beat of the drum

GUESS WHAT? LET'S FORGET EVERYTHING I SAID ABOUT THE INTERN THING IN A KINDERGARTEN BECAUSE APPARENTLY I CAN'T GO BECAUSE SYSTEM STINKS.
Apparently I can't go because I'm not 1000% sure that I would try to apply to school to study that, so yeah, I can't go. Which kinda sucks. But I can't do anything about that.
Oh well. I'll ask from the gardening place thing where I was about a year ago, that if they would take me, because there I could go cause I'm about 1001% sure about that.

I did talk about my new haircut in last post. Let's talk little bit more, because I didn't say what's best thing about it. And that is that thing that I can actually do it, I mean make it look nice , like it should be. Bit 11th-ish you know

tho, like I said, my hair does what it wants so it's not quite as fluffy. Though that's maybe because it's not yet even long enough it's bit too short but it's soon long enough so my hair stays behind my ears and stuff. 
I recently started rewatching Doctor Who btw, though I skipped 9th and 10th because 11th is my favourite, not that I don't love 10th and 9th, because they're so really really lovely too, but there's just something about Matt Smith okay. Something about his everything. I don't know, JUST LOOK AT HIM. He's like really old 5 year old with all of the time and space.

Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer

Duuuuuuuude looks like I am going to be an intern in a kindergarten? What? HOW did that happen? I DON'T EVEN KNOW. Really. 
Well okay it happened like that that my mom told me that her co-worker told her to tell me that they totally want me there, first I laughed and said nothing but that co-worker didn't give up, she just tried even more, so yeah it seems like they really want me there, and she called me yesterday? yes I think it was yesterday and I said yes. I do need to go visit there and fill some papers and stuff but anyway. 
Weirdest thing about this? I didn't even ask. And why? that's other weird thing, okay it's not that they actually would know that I lack social skills and how to talk to kids skills and sometimes even HOW DO YOU FINNISH skills, no seriously sometimes I go into Alias (that board game where you explain words.. wait! apparently it's finnish board game I DID NOT KNOW THIS) -mode, it's horrible and sometimes I don't even then get the word out.  Also in case you know that I don't really like kids at all it's all weird and stuff, but let's hope it'll be great. Because it would be nice to do something else than watch tv shows.

And talking about tv shows I'M TOTALLY GONNA START FANGIRLING HERE SO I HAVE EVEN SOMETHING TO TALK ABOUT OKAY? Okay I don't even really care if it bores you, well it's not like there would be many people reading this half dead blog but anyway. In the future more fangirling! Yay.
AND IT'S JANUARY LOtS OF SHOWS COME BACK! LIKE SUITS AND SUPERNATURAL AND PRETTY LITTLE LIARS. I don't even know why I watch the last one? seriously it's sometimes so annoying, I don't know if you know what it's about so there's these four friends and there was fifth one but she died and now there's this "A" person/persons who are messing with them and seem to know everything, anyway it's really good thing that that friend died cause I don't know if I could watch it if she would be there all the time and not just in the flashbacks because sHE'S SO ANNOYING LIKE SHE'S A TOTAL BITCH TO EVERYONE AND SHE'S MEAN AND WHY WERE THEY EVEN FRIENDS IN A FIRST PLACE? I DON'T GET IT. I also don't get why I watch it? I just complain about it, and sometimes they do this DRAMATIC!!!1 thing, they get same text message and they read it out loud ALL FOUR OF THEM it sounds horrible, tho they do it rarely, but it's still too much. There's some great PLOT TWISTS THO! It's always nice.
STILL ENOUGH ABOUT THAT.

OOOOH AND I HAVE NEW HAIRcUT!! Which is a little bit 11th Doctor but not much because my hair has it's own will and it does whatever it wants and also the green spot on my hair, it's really nice tho, I like it very much. Tho it's bummer that the green part has faded and I don't want to dye it yet because I think it would bit rude to have bright green spot on your hair at your grandma's funeral? I don't know. She passed away last saturday which makes me very sad but it'll get better and at some point I will no longer weep over jaffa cookies. Yeah, that sounds weird when I put it like that, but see, she always had jaffa cookies for me in her closet and they were specially for me and she even saved me the bit dried ones because I like them more than the fresh ones ;-;

 I'm gonna stop now.

Draw me a story tell me a picture

Today I was on a walk with our dogs and then suddenly! dogshit in bottom of my shoe. This is one of the reasons I don't like fall at all. 
I mean I always hate when people don't collect their dog's droppings, it's not that hard, it smells bad alright, but c'mon you don't have to breathe that smell in okay? you can totally not breathe through your nose while you get them in the bag and then make a tight knot to keep the smell there. And then find nearest trash can. Easy peasy. But anyway why it's even worse at fall, is that it's dark and there's no street lights everywhere so you can't see the dogshit. 
And the dark, I don't like it. It's creepy okay! With all the creepy trees without leaves and sudden bright lights when there's someone with bicycle or when they don't have light. Is it really that hard to get light? Or when they have light but they just don't put it on. Seriously what's wrong with people? It's easy. And other annoying things about fall, the wind! The wind is from hell, or not really because if it would be from hell it would be warm, but well whatever you get my point right? the wind is cold. Oh and rain too! It's like raining all the time except when it's not.

But fall isn't as bad as winter, because when it's winter it's cold or freezing and sometimes it's so cold that dude, how can even breathe that air? and if it's windy, then it's really cold and the wind feels piercing and horrible and also the snow! All the snow and when it's snowing like a boss, seriously I don't just get people who love snow. 
Okay it's pretty, but that's all nice things about it, because it's cold and wet and slippery and when you have it on your pant leg and then go inside and it melts and then there's water everywhere! And your pants are dump and ugh. I just hate snow with power of thousand suns okay? And then there's also ice, and with my horrible clumsiness that's not good at all.
But then there's the pretty winter lights and candles and cute beanies and mittens and hot chocolate and wool socks or whatever they are called. So I don't know. Maybe I don't hate winter that much after all? Well I don't know.


And I'm gonna get new haircut on thursday, I'm excited, I'm gonna cut back to short because my hair is making me nuts. It's just too long. Well it's not really that long, but I've had long hair only for two years and otherwise it's been short so yeah, it's kinda long. But it's sorta really damaged too so it's better that it's short and it doesn't take so long after shower to get it dry and it's just really nice. It's gonna be almost buzzcut from the back and that thing is so lovely. Can't wait asujdxgbhfpäiök

Wow feelings are stupid

Oh yeah.

Hit me where it hurts, I'm coming home to lose

Less than a week and my brother's gonna move out.

Which makes me sad, because really he's like the best. Even tho sometimes he's really annoying, but he's the one that I complain about stupid/great plot twists on shows and books and well, everything. I complain a lot of things to him. Stupid things. Tho he said that I can still do it even tho he's not here, but c'mon! complaining at msn isn't even close to same than that when he's here and he can see my hands flail (also the jumping around sometimes) and if he says makes stupid comment I can't kick him. You just can't do that on msn really.

But then there's also this one good thing too out of that that he's gonna move out, because I CAN FINALLY GET RID OF MY SISTER. Because, see, when my brother doesn't live here, my sister can go take over his room and I CAN FINALLY BE ALONE AGAIN. She can take all her shit from my floor and from my shelf and move it there and she doesn't need to complain about my "shitty music" that's too loud. And I don't need to suffer that she's fucking always sleeping and she SNORES. REALLY loud okay? Okay I snore too, I think, but I can't hear it, so it doesn't like bother me you know. Oh and then there's that thing when she's up later than me and she keeps the bright light on obviously so she can see what's she's doing and that kinda really bothers me and I can't fall asleep even tho I really want to and.

YEAH. Now I just have mixed feelings because I'm sad because my brother moves away but then again I'm happy 'cause I get rid of my sister. I don't even know.

Oh and then next saturday is my cousin's wedding, I just hope it's not ridiculously boring like last wedding that I went to and I hope there's even SOMETHING that I want to eat because most of the parties there's just some weird foods that taste like crap. But I have pretty thing to wear at least :3 It's navy blue and there's white birds on it, it looks like really short dress but my mom called it tunic so I guess that's it, but it's really pretty anyway! :3 Even tho there's that big hole on the back which is little bit weird and then that too that my back doesn't look that great, but anyway. Then I need just like skirt with it and then I have black high heels and the heel is like 10cm which is nice since I'm like shortest person on earth.

But yeah.

I'm gonna stop now.