Wednesday, January 23, 2013

i get up in the morning to the beat of the drum

GUESS WHAT? LET'S FORGET EVERYTHING I SAID ABOUT THE INTERN THING IN A KINDERGARTEN BECAUSE APPARENTLY I CAN'T GO BECAUSE SYSTEM STINKS.
Apparently I can't go because I'm not 1000% sure that I would try to apply to school to study that, so yeah, I can't go. Which kinda sucks. But I can't do anything about that.
Oh well. I'll ask from the gardening place thing where I was about a year ago, that if they would take me, because there I could go cause I'm about 1001% sure about that.

I did talk about my new haircut in last post. Let's talk little bit more, because I didn't say what's best thing about it. And that is that thing that I can actually do it, I mean make it look nice , like it should be. Bit 11th-ish you know


tho, like I said, my hair does what it wants so it's not quite as fluffy. Though that's maybe because it's not yet even long enough it's bit too short but it's soon long enough so my hair stays behind my ears and stuff. 
I recently started rewatching Doctor Who btw, though I skipped 9th and 10th because 11th is my favourite, not that I don't love 10th and 9th, because they're so really really lovely too, but there's just something about Matt Smith okay. Something about his everything. I don't know, JUST LOOK AT HIM. He's like really old 5 year old with all of the time and space.

Saturday, January 19, 2013

Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer

Duuuuuuuude looks like I am going to be an intern in a kindergarten? What? HOW did that happen? I DON'T EVEN KNOW. Really. 
Well okay it happened like that that my mom told me that her co-worker told her to tell me that they totally want me there, first I laughed and said nothing but that co-worker didn't give up, she just tried even more, so yeah it seems like they really want me there, and she called me yesterday? yes I think it was yesterday and I said yes. I do need to go visit there and fill some papers and stuff but anyway. 
Weirdest thing about this? I didn't even ask. And why? that's other weird thing, okay it's not that they actually would know that I lack social skills and how to talk to kids skills and sometimes even HOW DO YOU FINNISH skills, no seriously sometimes I go into Alias (that board game where you explain words.. wait! apparently it's finnish board game I DID NOT KNOW THIS) -mode, it's horrible and sometimes I don't even then get the word out.  Also in case you know that I don't really like kids at all it's all weird and stuff, but let's hope it'll be great. Because it would be nice to do something else than watch tv shows.

And talking about tv shows I'M TOTALLY GONNA START FANGIRLING HERE SO I HAVE EVEN SOMETHING TO TALK ABOUT OKAY? Okay I don't even really care if it bores you, well it's not like there would be many people reading this half dead blog but anyway. In the future more fangirling! Yay.
AND IT'S JANUARY LOtS OF SHOWS COME BACK! LIKE SUITS AND SUPERNATURAL AND PRETTY LITTLE LIARS. I don't even know why I watch the last one? seriously it's sometimes so annoying, I don't know if you know what it's about so there's these four friends and there was fifth one but she died and now there's this "A" person/persons who are messing with them and seem to know everything, anyway it's really good thing that that friend died cause I don't know if I could watch it if she would be there all the time and not just in the flashbacks because sHE'S SO ANNOYING LIKE SHE'S A TOTAL BITCH TO EVERYONE AND SHE'S MEAN AND WHY WERE THEY EVEN FRIENDS IN A FIRST PLACE? I DON'T GET IT. I also don't get why I watch it? I just complain about it, and sometimes they do this DRAMATIC!!!1 thing, they get same text message and they read it out loud ALL FOUR OF THEM it sounds horrible, tho they do it rarely, but it's still too much. There's some great PLOT TWISTS THO! It's always nice.
STILL ENOUGH ABOUT THAT.

OOOOH AND I HAVE NEW HAIRcUT!! Which is a little bit 11th Doctor but not much because my hair has it's own will and it does whatever it wants and also the green spot on my hair, it's really nice tho, I like it very much. Tho it's bummer that the green part has faded and I don't want to dye it yet because I think it would bit rude to have bright green spot on your hair at your grandma's funeral? I don't know. She passed away last saturday which makes me very sad but it'll get better and at some point I will no longer weep over jaffa cookies. Yeah, that sounds weird when I put it like that, but see, she always had jaffa cookies for me in her closet and they were specially for me and she even saved me the bit dried ones because I like them more than the fresh ones ;-;

 I'm gonna stop now.